poetry and true life stories about my personal journey
Lord to see more of you and know you
Is my heart greatest dream.
You are the one think I thirst for.
The bread that I grieve above all bread.
I thirst for being one with you.
To know you as I know my being.
May it be known that I no longer three but four parts in you.
I have a body, a soul and a spirit
& now I have your Holy Spirit whom is God.
Abide in me and I will abide you.
Ever draw near to me and I will to you.
You neither forsake nor leave me.
You are ever present God.
Life is a journey most enjoyed when life is lived.
Challenges and obstacles are the mountains along the journey.
The journey, grows you
Prepares you for the future.
The journey makes your wiser,
Stronger & better than your Yesterday.
When I go to sleep, I wake in different places.
I find myself standing in a grave yard alone.
Its cold empty and dark
No sign of hope.
I begin to sink in the grave.
Despair takes hold of me,
My body numb and frozen
I no longer have strength to fight death.
Now even in my wake death follows me
You now begin to suck the joy out of my life
You are no longer a dream but a reality.
Friends don’t know, how my soul pains
Hope is far from my sight but I still see
A sigh glimmer at a distant.
Now in my wake I see death everywhere
The storms are closing me in.
The sea is pulling me under.
The hangman ties a noose on my neck.
I prepare to take my final breathe
The light that was only a glimmer has enveloped me.
My bones are filled with new strength.
Wings grow from my back, and lift me up.
The noose on my neck breaks
The deep water lose their hold over me
As my wings lift me to new heights.
When I now go back to sleep.
The grave is gone.
The cold has left.
And Death is nowhere in sight.
Isaiah 40:29-30
He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak
Even the youth go tired and weary and the young men stumble and fall. But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength
[There are times where we don’t even know what we are going through, Or why we are going through what we are going through, but our Hope in God is what helps us get though it]
Kindness S
What can I do, when I can’t run?
What to do, when I strayed off the trail path?
What do I do, when I have no strength left?
I keep running!
I get back on the path!
I find greater strength and keep running!
Keep on going, keep on running till I see The Pearly Gates.
Finding Nemo : “gotta keep swimming”
Heb 12:1-3
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.
I have no words to define, how you make me feel, Could it be love? Love sparked in the few seconds when my eyes met yours. Like the warmth of a burning furnace. The warmth of your smile, sets me on fire. I have not yet felt love or known it, in my youth. But I wonder if I have found love, in you. Love being more than just a feeling. But Something that transcend the heavens it selves. A few stars ever get to find there soulmate. But some remain forever star-crossed. Here on earth you are the sun in the heavens. I pray hat one day the sun, will ever loves me. Because you the sun is also a star, my star. And you center me.
I can’t help but stir and wonder at your beauty. It is more stunning then a million sunsets and has a greater sparkle then an ocean of stars. The galaxy is caught by Suprise at true beauty’s sight, and gasp it’s breathe in awe of you. Your presence cause stars, moons and planets to orbit around you. One day you’ll tell me your name beautiful Kreature for we have yet to met.
I stand in darkness
No light to see what’s ahead of me
And behind me.
My heart pounding
Fighting to stay alive
A little longer.
Hope flitting day in and out.
How long can I hold on
Is it almost Friday.
My head yearns to find a place
To lay my head.
Rest and a place of peace
A place where joy abounds
And there is no darkness in sight.
‘the times your really missing spending time with God😥 and hopelessness trying to swipe you of your feet’
Knock knock knock!
Sin knocks at my door
Asking to enter
With each knock I’m tempted to open the door
Don’t know how much longer
I can hang on.
So tempted promising pleasure
To satisfy my need to be loved.
To fill the whole church could not fill.
To fulfill my every need.
The sense of just being in peace.
Trust me, it can deliver.
Lust is my craving
My body craves it like a drug
That promises to give a high,
That will make everything okay.
My being thrown in to the storm
My spirit fights me.
Trying to safe my life.
The underdog that victory
Looks far from reality
In the end I am only human.
I’m weak
Who am I?
Fighting a fight that can’t be won.
Sin is my weakness
Sin is trying to sell me American dream.
I hear a quiet voice saying
Sin can be conquered.
It may look impossible
But it’s possible.
One men won it war for all men
So I can stand in victory
Sin nailed to the cross too never resurrect.
Jesus proved it and lived it.
Satan the is the liar promising
A short moment of fame
But destroy your happily forever ever.
Jesus is the answer
He is the church
Healing ready
Resting waiting
Enter into His body
Eat and Remember who He is
He says
“I am the Church
Your Savior
Ready to save you at a moment’s notice.”
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this is a short clip of where i came from and i hope many of you can relate with this poem.
My blood boils
My heart yarns for more
Your love is an ocean that never runs dry
From the top of my head to the
Soul of my feet will seek your face.
You are the first thought in my wake
And the last thought when I sleep.
Drench my soul with you love
For the Lamb was slain.
For The Christ was put to death.
Washing away all my iniquities
The love that I have for you
Has no words to define it.
Like sweet honey
And the sweet aroma of a perfume is your Love is for me.
As my lungs still take breathe
Till my last breathe.
I will glorify your Name above all other.
Jesus!
