I’m fighting a war, this war does not take place on a ordinary battle-field. But in another plain. The heart. I war with the questions of, what is love? And exploring the edges or the difference between words like infatuation, lust and love. As if I am walking on the edge of a blade and as I get to find my answers its feels like I ever closer for falling on my own sword. There are those who dwell in the world, whom fear love, others see it as a weakness and a few see it as a strength. For me, I realized that it is Love that makes us human. And without it, we have no humanity but become like the beasts that walk the earth, lost and alone without love.
I have no words to define, how you make me feel, Could it be love? Love sparked in the few seconds when my eyes met yours. Like the warmth of a burning furnace. The warmth of your smile, sets me on fire. I have not yet felt love or known it, in my youth. But I wonder if I have found love, in you. Love being more than just a feeling. But Something that transcend the heavens it selves. A few stars ever get to find there soulmate. But some remain forever star-crossed. Here on earth you are the sun in the heavens. I pray hat one day the sun, will ever loves me. Because you the sun is also a star, my star. And you center me.
I can’t help but stir and wonder at your beauty. It is more stunning then a million sunsets and has a greater sparkle then an ocean of stars. The galaxy is caught by Suprise at true beauty’s sight, and gasp it’s breathe in awe of you. Your presence cause stars, moons and planets to orbit around you. One day you’ll tell me your name beautiful Kreature for we have yet to met.
My blood boils
My heart yarns for more
Your love is an ocean that never runs dry
From the top of my head to the
Soul of my feet will seek your face.
You are the first thought in my wake
And the last thought when I sleep.
Drench my soul with you love
For the Lamb was slain.
For The Christ was put to death.
Washing away all my iniquities
The love that I have for you
Has no words to define it.
Like sweet honey
And the sweet aroma of a perfume is your Love is for me.
As my lungs still take breathe
Till my last breathe.
I will glorify your Name above all other.
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Do my friend know I’m a Christian?
Do my friends believe i’m a Christian?
I’m living in a bubble
Self proclaimed believer I call myself
Attend endless Sunday to Sunday Services
Some days i’m as close to God as if he lives in my own skin
And Other days He is so far, that i’m so alone and death surrounds me.
They say Christians are
Are you this things out of a duty or is it out of Love.
Does love led in your heart.
[trying to find the right words, but im failing to get them out]
Everyday I see someone like me.
And everyday I wake passed you.
Your always alone.
When I see you, I stir at you.
My eyes meet your soul.
I can see your heart.
I can feel your loneliness,
It causes my skin to quiver.
Today I walked passed you.
And this time, I saw me in you.
I paused for a minute,
And walked towards you.
Looking for any excuse in the world,
To take away some of the loneliness.
Hi… I said with a smile.
And my smile made you smile.
Joy entered your bones.
And loneliness fled the scene.
And a beautiful conversation started.
your are in me and I in you.
when I am lost, one look at you.
I find myself in you,
you are my map home, you are home.
Complete I am, when i’m with you
when I thirst, I drink from the fountains of your love.
I’m in love with loving you.
Like a drunken man who let go of the bottle.
Like a baby wails for his mom.
as much as or even more than I love my life.
I LOVE YOU
I was blind
I say again I was blind
But now I see.
I lived in a world were…
We would see the front cover
But never the whole story
Only getting half of the truth
When I met you everything changed
I listened to your story
As you spoke, I felt your pain
And my heart for a moment
Broke with yours.
How could they? How can someone
Do that? Why would they? A
Million questions raised in my mind.
My heart boiled with hatred
Against them, my heart burning
For justice. I try to make sense of it
But it has no sense, it just insanity.
All I could give this perfect stranger
Was words of comfort, love
Love that was not mine
Hope from all high
I gave her the Love of Christ
I gave her greater hope
In a better tomorrow
I gave what I had,
I gave her Christ.
I was blind
But now I see.
[When I think of what happened to this person I think of the countless women who are abused or raped, its time for Christians, the world and individuals to stand up, or what’s right.]
Matthew 11: 28-30
28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”
Whomever has been through the most in life, people around you may never understand the pain you’re going through, but God is there, He is there to take the weight of your shoulder and help you overcome. The world we live in is not a perfect world we live in because of sin. There is a saying that says “hurting people, hurt people”.
New friendship, has a certain aroma to it.
Don’t you think?
It is as if, its the break of spring.
caring the sweet taste of honey,
and bring great joy to an tired old heart.
It signals the beginning of a new dawn.
One with no end in sight.
This new friendship is like bust of light
that shines in my dark days.
I find peace in knowing that you dear friends are not
Always there, never gone.
To sprinkle a little joy and happiness
on my delicious muffin called my life.
[Pelly, Jassica & Kgothatso
to new beginnings]