I’m fighting a war, this war does not take place on a ordinary battle-field. But in another plain. The heart. I war with the questions of, what is love? And exploring the edges or the difference between words like infatuation, lust and love. As if I am walking on the edge of a blade and as I get to find my answers its feels like I ever closer for falling on my own sword. There are those who dwell in the world, whom fear love, others see it as a weakness and a few see it as a strength. For me, I realized that it is Love that makes us human. And without it, we have no humanity but become like the beasts that walk the earth, lost and alone without love.
What can I do, when I can’t run?
What to do, when I strayed off the trail path?
What do I do, when I have no strength left?
I keep running!
I get back on the path!
I find greater strength and keep running!
Keep on going, keep on running till I see The Pearly Gates.
Finding Nemo : “gotta keep swimming”
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.
I have no words to define, how you make me feel, Could it be love? Love sparked in the few seconds when my eyes met yours. Like the warmth of a burning furnace. The warmth of your smile, sets me on fire. I have not yet felt love or known it, in my youth. But I wonder if I have found love, in you. Love being more than just a feeling. But Something that transcend the heavens it selves. A few stars ever get to find there soulmate. But some remain forever star-crossed. Here on earth you are the sun in the heavens. I pray hat one day the sun, will ever loves me. Because you the sun is also a star, my star. And you center me.
This is a video i did on one of my poem about he beauty that exists in fashion, enjoy. 🙂
The one I loved.
or thought I loved.
Never loved me the way
I expected to be loved.
Missing the mark to my heart
And I hers. Destiny fated against us.
As we slowly fade away, like mist over a lake.
Our hearts wishing if maybe it was a different season
or maybe a few days ago. we would align, like
the Orion constellation in perfect harmony.
This is my heart ache.
I will mourning us for the day
but tomorrow I move on.
The Lord my God is good.
You are fair and just.
Your mercy subdues me with your left hand
And with your right hand your hide me
You discipline only to correct.
You are blind to my iniquities,
As far as the east is from the west.
And your eyes search me for all that
Is good and holy. And you’re Face
Shines rays of heavens on earth.
“… I delivered you out of the hand of the Egyptians and out of
The hand of all those who oppressed you, drove them out before you
And gave you their land.”
God has so much mercy and grace over our life, he is fair that he does not pass hash judgment that does not crash us but presses us like wine skin. He disciplines his children in an divine manner. He pour out grace that is enough to hide use from trouble and his eyes see no more all the sin we have committed Hebrew 8:12. His eyes search my mind, soul and heart for all that is good.
On Sunday 28th of July the world lost a precious treasure,we say farewell to Tinyiko Khosa. My neighbor and my friend. Whose smile changed peoples hearts. We where not as close as many others had the privilege of getting to know her, to her I may have just been the boy next door. In a world filled with work and no time to waste people running up and down, you never know how valuable the people around you are. You have found your way to my heart and when I heard of what had happened I wished and asked God if I may take your place and battled with the question that has plagued use for generations why? Why why. I remember the good times I saw hared with you, even while it was so brief, each moment I’ll cherish in my heart. Your the first girl that gave me confidence in myself when I had none and that’s a story that will remain with me till I depart this world. I wish I could have spent more time getting to know you, visiting you more, you added value in to peoples life’s instead of subtract form it. Those are the things I’ll never be able to do but I find peace in hearing the good life and accomplishment you achieved in this Memorial Day. And above all you had a relationship with our Father in heaven. You motivate me to continue to do my best in whatever I strive to do. Ps I hope you can see all the people you have touched in some way or another today, Rest In Peace!
Jesus is the perfect model
1 John 1:5
This is the message which we have heard from Him and declares to you, That God is light and in Him is no darkness at all
Similarly in John 1:6-8
There was man sent from God, whose name was John. This man came for a witness to bear witness of the Light, that all through him might believe. He was not that Light , but was sent to bear witness of that Light.
- In God, there is no wickedness nor sin
- He came to be a light to all men
- He gave as a choice, so we can decide if we want it John 1:12 says
- He gave a promise to be a part of Him (sons & daughters).
The mark that shows we are his children (believers)
- Jesus says this is how you will know
- 1 John 2:3 keep His commandment (matt22:37-38)
- If we say we know him but don’t keep them we lie
- Walk just as Jesus Walk (1 cor 11:1)
- The above is nothing new it’s always been there
- My fear is that there are some who deceive themselves. Who claim to be in Christ but Walk outside of Him.
- When Walking with God is something intimate, something you know within you like you know your own Name
Out stumbling stone
Gird up the loins of your mind, be sober and rest your hope fully upon the grace that is to be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ; as obedient children not conforming yourselves to the former lusts, as in your ignorance
- God warns us of the dangers of not protecting your heart and mind. So that you will be able to resist the devils of this world and cause us to go astray
- God in this one verse God clearly says you have to be all in! There is no middle ground. Our hope are all sold out for Jesus.
- Hard hearts
Rom 1:21 Because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful but became futile thoughts and their foolish hearts were darkened… 24
Since the children have flesh and blood, he too shared in their humanity o that by his death he might break the power of him who holds the power of him who holds the power of death- that is, the devil- and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death. For surely it’s not angels he helps, but Abraham’s descendants for this he had to be made like them, fully human in every way in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in service to God and that might make atonement for sins of the people. Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those are being tempted.
- Jesus had to be like us man in every way so we could be set free
- He paid the highest price for us
- He has suffered and been tempted and understand us and so he is best qualified to make a partition for us
- When you stumble run to the cross
- When you’re tempted run to the cross
- When it seems life is against you, continue to run to him
Being human means that we are floured and will not always do what is right, but it is through Jesus we are made Perfect by His blood.
I stand in darkness
No light to see what’s ahead of me
And behind me.
My heart pounding
Fighting to stay alive
A little longer.
Hope flitting day in and out.
How long can I hold on
Is it almost Friday.
My head yearns to find a place
To lay my head.
Rest and a place of peace
A place where joy abounds
And there is no darkness in sight.
‘the times your really missing spending time with God😥 and hopelessness trying to swipe you of your feet’