#poetry · Christ · faith · God · Uncategorized

Inner turmoil

I wrestle with what I can’t see

Every morning I find comfort in His promises.

For my flesh and spirit war in my being.

Believing in the mist of a battle field,

when my eyes lay witness of  damage before me.

circumstances come surround me, going for the kill.

 

All I can stand on, is the promise of He above me.

His word withstands the sands of time.

At the point of my death,

the heavens open and heaven legion

of angles come to my rescue.

Faith looks simple but requires complete believe.

 

 

When you cant stand anymore and everything is not going according to Gods plan, God says still stand. still believe even when your believe becomes insanity to those around you. When your trusting God for something and all your standing on is his word that is hard. but the truth is Gd is faithful to fulfill His promises.

*”for you to believe in the impossible you need to know and trust the invisible God and have faith in him.”

  • trusting does no come easy sometimes

 

1 Samuel 12:16

“Now then, stand still and see this great thing the LORD is about to do before your eyes!

#poetry · friendship · love · relationship

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

New friendship, has a certain aroma to it.

Don’t you think?

It is as if, its  the break of spring.

caring the sweet taste of honey,

and bring great joy to an tired old heart.

It signals the beginning of a new dawn.

One with no end in sight.

This new friendship is like bust of light

that shines in my dark days.

I find peace in knowing that you dear  friends are not

far behind.

Always there, never gone.

To sprinkle a little joy and happiness

on my delicious muffin called my life.

 

Kindness S

 

[Pelly, Jassica & Kgothatso

to new beginnings]

#poetry · #purpose · Christ · encourage · faith · God · self-esteem · Uncategorized

Truth Be Told

 

hello everyone, I have good news to share with you all. I wrote and published my first E-book. writing a book has always been something I wanted to do like when i’m older, I had no idea what to write about at such a young age, and it hit me Kindness your good in poetry, why dont you write a poetry book. So i began to write, taking it one day at a time. This poetry book is a book that carries a real message that will encourage and uplift anyone who reads it, and my hope for when I wrote this book was that ill be happy if one person would read it and there lives changed in some way by it. It’s a book inspired by God, and also deals on social issues that we face, one of them being depression.

 

I made a sound track with my brother just to give you a glimpse of the content of what to expect. Its my own voice and to be honest I have insecurities speaking in public or being heard on mic, I just feel that my voice is weird, but i’m learning to love it. please do enjoy.

 

if your in SA and you would like your own soft copy for a price of R50 email me, find my email at contact page of blog and those who want the book can check it online on amazon.

#poetry

My little helper

Each morning, I awake with joy.

Every night I slumber in peace.

You are my Eve, the rib of my side,

The apple of my eye.

My eyes catch your beauty,

In all your perfection.

Your one in a million.

The galaxy look at you for inspiration.

They gaze in awe of you, through the iris of space.

My compass guided by your true north.

In every storm I follow you,TN I go.

we are star-crossed, kismet to be.

Your my little helper in all walks of life, I love you to infinity and beyond(∞)

#poetry · faith · Uncategorized

Unlimited Grace- Grace in forgiveness

Grace in forgiving

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Forgiveness is one of the hardest thing to do for most people. Especially when someone has deeply hurt you. God releases grace for us to do that. A normal person will not be able to forgive someone for a horrible crime or offence they may have experienced in the hands of their propitiators. In the book of Luke we see the disciples shock, form Jesus statements. The scripture passage deals with forgiveness it says

 

Luke 17: 3-4

So watch yourselves. “If your brother or sister, sins against you, rebuke them, and if they repent, forgive them. Even if they sin against you seven times in a day and seven times come back to you saying ‘I repent’, you must forgive them.

 

I want you to think of a scenario, what is the thing for you that would make it difficult to forgive a family member for. It could be your brother lying at you. Or the comments they make about your friends or girlfriend. Whatever it is as small or as big as it is, you are commended to forgive them and show them love. Doing that time and time and again you would get tired. This is why God grace on us will empower us to five the unimaginable wrong done to use.

 

Jesus and God’s thought life is way too out of our wheel house to understand. For example can you imagine what God is thinking right now at this instance? That would be a no for me. Isaiah 55 speaks on this. Remember Isaiah is a man who spent most of his time in the presence of God and in service of him for many years, and we see this verse in the scriptures.

 

 

 

Isaiah 55:8-9

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor or your ways,” says the Lord. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My thoughts than your thoughts.”

 

In Psalms 139, it also emphasis this. It says…

 

17-18. How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand, when I wake I am still with You.

 

The word describes the sum of the thoughts of God be as many as the grain in sand. For us to comprehend that would need a miracle. God way of doing things are far apart from our way of doing things. You will experience this soon in your life if you have not yet. For some of us who have you would ask God to do something for you and you think you will get that thing through A, B, C but God brings it through E, F, and G.

 

There is grace to forgive, it must have been hard for the Father to forgive all the sins of man that He would turn away from the sight of Jesus at the cross when he bared the weight of sin and darkness. God’s word teaches us to forgive. When we do forgive you will feel better and a weight of your back. Forgiveness most times is not for the person asking for it, but the person giving it. You forgive for your own health. People were not designed to carry that much garbage in themselves at some point the garbage will spill over and start poisoning you, and making you sick or anxious or stressed and so many other physical illnesses that come about from un-forgiveness.

 

  • How to forgive when you can’t

 

When it is hard to forgive, ask God for strength to forgive. God is glad and full of joy when we come before His presence to ask for Help. HE is waiting on me and you to ask for his help. Forgiveness has a lot to do with the heart. When you forgive someone the anger and the pain they may have caused does not go away immediately, it would require you forgiving over and over again. As you forgive God will be knitting and healing your heart again.

 

 

#poetry · Christ · faith · Uncategorized

Trial & Tribulation

They say that they feel, You’re so far.

When your most near, in difficult times.

Your watchful and vigilant, when you test us.

 

The distance is suffocating

The trials and test fair but hard.

It’s like there is no air to breathe in

When your presence and touch fades.

And my heart shakes yet strengthened

Under trial.

 

The word is my sword

The scriptures give me hope.

For a better tomorrow.

A better future.

 

In the storm there is turmoil

My mind and heart scattered in all direction.

Slowly I’m stitched back together.

To make the trip out the storm.

#love · #poetry · Christmas · Uncategorized

I Am thankful for…

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2018 has been a great year so to speak so many good things have happened to me, more than the bad. You can say the scales of good outweigh the bad. This year I had the opportunity to travel, meet new people and make new friends and the best part of the year was to see God actually use me to carry out his will. I am also thankful for the people who have taken the time to read my blog and having the opportunity to impact and influence life for the good.

In the beginning of the year I had a prayer list of things that I would like, for I would have loved to have a car by now, a new phone etc. And most of the things I wanted I never saw, it the things I am ever asked for or thought of asking for, those are the thing I am most grateful for. I made new friends and got the chance to meet new people who have added flavour to my life. I am thankful that I was able to grow in confidence this year by writing a book which I though was impossible at this point in my life and even starting a blog has done wonders for my self-esteem. I never thought that there would be people who would be eager to hear what I would have to say, because people know me as the funny guy who is always making jokes and the fun guy to be around.

To be able to have a space where you can truly express your heart and thoughts to the world, speaking your truth in your own words with no one else cutting in. I thank everyone who has pushed me to do what I never would have done if it was not for them I thank everyone who keeps me doing what I am doing by commenting or by sending personal messages that are encouraging. I am thankful that I had the opportunity to travel, I have been Cape Town a place I have never been to before right here in my own country. I had a great time there I wish I had more time to see sites and see more of the place I wish I can go back next year and see more of the place.

My family too I’m so thankful for them, they may be difficult at times and hard to agree with them but they are a blessing to my life. I thank you a God for all that he has given me, I thank him for protecting me. I’m sure I have so much to be thankful for and I don’t even know all the things I should be thankful for but I definitely am thankful.

#poetry · Christ · encourage · faith · love · relationship · Uncategorized

Adam longs for companion

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My heart longs for you

And you don’t even know it.

Even when I am sober, still I think of you

Your beauty is like that of a dove.

You cause my soul to take flight.

But my mind guards my heart.

From the pain that could have come loving you.

My mind’s eye never shuts.

Watchful of the Gods gift to man, wo…man.

And my heart swifts through all the women.

Trying to find the perfect match, for my soul

So one lone soul may have a soulmate.

Is she the one? Is not the question I ask.

But is she the right one for me?

That’s is the question I ask.

When I think of her, and make my decision.

To wait or pursue, as God intended.

 

Kindness S

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To be honest the world is full of so many beautiful ladies and so many that are good. But it does not mean if the person is good people, they are always the right person for you to be with. And the hardest thing is letting that person go, the other would be waiting for that right person who is your fit. Now that one is a killer, when you go through life waiting for the person that raves your heart. Most people get impatient and try to make things happen on their own and that can led to heart break and pain. But those who wait and act when it the right season will be happy and the wait will be worth it when you meet that person. One important thing as guys and girls, we should always make sure to consult with your best friend, not that friend you’re thinking of but the other one the one upstairs Jesus Christ. He always gives the best advice and knows everything. He will tell you if it’s a red light, yellow or green light. To sum it all up do it with God.