Christ · encourage · faith · hop · life · love · poetry

I am a sinner

Knock knock knock!

Sin knocks at my door

Asking to enter

 

With each knock I’m tempted to open the door

Don’t know how much longer

I can hang on.

 

So tempted promising pleasure

To satisfy my need to be loved.

To fill the whole church could not fill.

To fulfill my every need.

The sense of just being in peace.

Trust me, it can deliver.

 

Lust is my craving

My body craves it like a drug

That promises to give a high,

That will make everything okay.

 

My being thrown in to the storm

My spirit fights me.

Trying to safe my life.

The underdog that victory

Looks far from reality

 

In the end I am only human.

I’m weak

Who am I?

Fighting a fight that can’t be won.

Sin is my weakness

Sin is trying to sell me American dream.

 

I hear a quiet voice saying

Sin can be conquered.

It may look impossible

But it’s possible.

 

One men won it war for all men

So I can stand in victory

Sin nailed to the cross too never resurrect.

 

Jesus proved it and lived it.

Satan the is the liar promising

A short moment of fame

But destroy your happily forever ever.

 

Jesus is the answer

He is the church

Healing ready

Resting waiting

Enter into His body

Eat and Remember who He is

 

He says

“I am the Church

Your Savior

Ready to save you at a moment’s notice.”

 

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God · love · poetry · Uncategorized

Sweet Love

My blood boils

My heart yarns for more

Your love is an ocean that never runs dry

From the top of my head to the

Soul of my feet will seek your face.

You are the first thought in my wake

And the last thought when I sleep.

Drench my soul with you love

For the Lamb was slain.

For The Christ was put to death.

Washing away all my iniquities

The love that I have for you

Has no words to define it.

Like sweet honey

And the sweet aroma of a perfume is your Love is for me.

As my lungs still take breathe

Till my last breathe.

I will glorify your Name above all other.

Jesus!

life · poetry · Uncategorized

Anxiety

I can smell it

I can sense it, Anxiety.

It’s a stench that I can’t seem to wash off.

Pressure coming at me from my right to left.

And all around me.

The four corner of this walls are suffocating me.

Expectations weighing my heart down.

 

 

#anxiety

 

 

 

 

Christ · encourage · faith · God · inspirational · life · poetry · self care · Uncategorized

Singleness

 

 

I am all but whole,

But not alone.

Single but not lonely.

Forever falling in loving, with me.

 

In this season

Between birth & death.

A time frowned upon my

The young & the old.

That only come once in a life time.

Like sand of time in an hour glass.

Once gone never to return

.

I am single but never alone.

I am single but never lonely.

 

I find joy in the time I spend with self

Time to know who I am

Time to discover my purpose

Time to fulfill my destiny on earth.

 

Life is a gift

Most precious kind.

We only given one life to live

To be who I was created to be.

 

I am single but never alone

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A beacon on a hill

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You’re a beacon on the light house

A light that can’t be hidden.

Your light shines bright in darkest night.

Directing my path and leading me.

 

Beautiful are your feet,

For you bring good tidings.

His Word is a lamp to your feet

And a light to your path.

The Lord directs your steps.

So you do not stumble.

Blessed are you, in your coming in

And you’re going out.

Blessed to be a blessing.

 

Fresh anointing, new oil,

Refreshing presence.

God breathing life,

Resurrecting that which is dead.

Giving you a crown of life.

Heirs of royalty.

 

You were wonderfully and masterfully Made,

For such time as this.

TO MAKE DISCIPLES OF ALL NATIONS,

BAPTIZING THEM IN THE NAME OF THE

FATHER

THE SON & THE HOLY SPIRIT

 


 

You will be missed and those whom you have impacted like myself will never forget. You no matter where you go, I will always carry you in our hearts, and I know that God will be with you where ever he takes you, and enjoy this great adventure that you are embarking at this point of your life. You have been an pastor, mentor, teacher, friend, sister and mother to be me, no words can sum up  the love I have for you  😊💖❤🙌✨

Christ · faith · poem · poetry · Uncategorized

The Christian struggle

Do my friend know I’m a Christian?

Do my friends believe i’m a Christian?

 

I’m living in a bubble

Self proclaimed believer I call myself

Attend endless Sunday to Sunday Services

Some days i’m as close to God as if he lives in my own skin

And Other days  He is so far, that i’m so alone and death surrounds me.

 

They say Christians are

LOVING

FORGIVING

KIND

GENTLE

JOYOUS

 

Are you this things out of a duty or is it out of Love.

Does love led in your heart.

 

 

 

 

 

[trying to find the right words, but im failing to get them out]

energy · faith · God · poetry · self care · self-esteem · Uncategorized

Little eagle

IMG_7976set free, made alive.

cage opened wide so

I could fly out the cage

like an eagle longing

to go home.

 

The sky is it’s home.

where it feels the wind

go through it body.

and the higher it soars

The more at home it feels

 

I flew to close to ground

while i was meant for the sky

My wings were clipped

by self condemnation.

 

But this little eagle was set

free and told to live life to

the fullest in freedom

 

Christ · inspirational · life · poetry

I only want to sing

I sing

For not what you can do for me

But because of who you are.

 

With each breathe I breath

With all that I am

With all my heart

I only wanna sing.

For you my king alone.

 

With all that I am

My heart beat,

Sings a song of praise.

 

With every beat,

Bringing glory to Your name

faith · God · poetry · Uncategorized

I don’t have too but I want too

I don’t have too

But I want too

My flesh is warn out

My feet ache

My eyes slowly closing the door

My heart faint

But still I will rise

I don’t have too

But I want too

For every time I fall

The more I learn how to raise up

As the sun fall and rises

Day in and day out.

So will I rise

Rise greater heights as the stars

And and break through limitations

To see you what is beyond the ceiling.

My fuel to my rocket ship is Love

And the foundation that hold me up

Is Love(God) itself.