I’m fighting a war, this war does not take place on a ordinary battle-field. But in another plain. The heart. I war with the questions of, what is love? And exploring the edges or the difference between words like infatuation, lust and love. As if I am walking on the edge of a blade and as I get to find my answers its feels like I ever closer for falling on my own sword. There are those who dwell in the world, whom fear love, others see it as a weakness and a few see it as a strength. For me, I realized that it is Love that makes us human. And without it, we have no humanity but become like the beasts that walk the earth, lost and alone without love.
What can I do, when I can’t run?
What to do, when I strayed off the trail path?
What do I do, when I have no strength left?
I keep running!
I get back on the path!
I find greater strength and keep running!
Keep on going, keep on running till I see The Pearly Gates.
Finding Nemo : “gotta keep swimming”
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.
I have no words to define, how you make me feel, Could it be love? Love sparked in the few seconds when my eyes met yours. Like the warmth of a burning furnace. The warmth of your smile, sets me on fire. I have not yet felt love or known it, in my youth. But I wonder if I have found love, in you. Love being more than just a feeling. But Something that transcend the heavens it selves. A few stars ever get to find there soulmate. But some remain forever star-crossed. Here on earth you are the sun in the heavens. I pray hat one day the sun, will ever loves me. Because you the sun is also a star, my star. And you center me.
This is a video i did on one of my poem about he beauty that exists in fashion, enjoy. 🙂
Adam and Eve,
Male and female.
From there nakedness,
God birthed fashion,
In the mist of their Shame.
Fashion started when we saw we were Naked.
He redeemed us from nakedness by clothing us,
With a thick coat of fabric and material made from animal skins.
Now that one moment in time,
Left a mark that will never fade.
Birthing the start of Fashion.
The material that now covers us.
Highlights the perfect imperfection in the Human body.
The beauty in the human design, with all its various shapes and curves.
God’s own creatures displayed on the world stage for all to stand in awe of his grand design.
Women and Men, walk the runway with boldness and fearlessness.
Showcasing the depthless treasure of beauty in the model that is men.
Opening the eyes, of designer to colour and fabric, inspiring create life in clothing.
And those in the stands or audience, stand in awe of all that fashion has shown then.
At the end, nakedness was meant to bring shame and death.
But Fashion brought hope, life and gave us a future.
# Gen 1:27
“So God created man in His own image of God He created him; both male and female”
SO he said, “I heard Your voice in the garden, and I was afraid because I was Naked, and I hid myself.”
The one I loved.
or thought I loved.
Never loved me the way
I expected to be loved.
Missing the mark to my heart
And I hers. Destiny fated against us.
As we slowly fade away, like mist over a lake.
Our hearts wishing if maybe it was a different season
or maybe a few days ago. we would align, like
the Orion constellation in perfect harmony.
This is my heart ache.
I will mourning us for the day
but tomorrow I move on.
The Lord my God is good.
You are fair and just.
Your mercy subdues me with your left hand
And with your right hand your hide me
You discipline only to correct.
You are blind to my iniquities,
As far as the east is from the west.
And your eyes search me for all that
Is good and holy. And you’re Face
Shines rays of heavens on earth.
“… I delivered you out of the hand of the Egyptians and out of
The hand of all those who oppressed you, drove them out before you
And gave you their land.”
God has so much mercy and grace over our life, he is fair that he does not pass hash judgment that does not crash us but presses us like wine skin. He disciplines his children in an divine manner. He pour out grace that is enough to hide use from trouble and his eyes see no more all the sin we have committed Hebrew 8:12. His eyes search my mind, soul and heart for all that is good.
I can’t help but stir and wonder at your beauty. It is more stunning then a million sunsets and has a greater sparkle then an ocean of stars. The galaxy is caught by Suprise at true beauty’s sight, and gasp it’s breathe in awe of you. Your presence cause stars, moons and planets to orbit around you. One day you’ll tell me your name beautiful Kreature for we have yet to met.
I stand in darkness
No light to see what’s ahead of me
And behind me.
My heart pounding
Fighting to stay alive
A little longer.
Hope flitting day in and out.
How long can I hold on
Is it almost Friday.
My head yearns to find a place
To lay my head.
Rest and a place of peace
A place where joy abounds
And there is no darkness in sight.
‘the times your really missing spending time with God😥 and hopelessness trying to swipe you of your feet’
Knock knock knock!
Sin knocks at my door
Asking to enter
With each knock I’m tempted to open the door
Don’t know how much longer
I can hang on.
So tempted promising pleasure
To satisfy my need to be loved.
To fill the whole church could not fill.
To fulfill my every need.
The sense of just being in peace.
Trust me, it can deliver.
Lust is my craving
My body craves it like a drug
That promises to give a high,
That will make everything okay.
My being thrown in to the storm
My spirit fights me.
Trying to safe my life.
The underdog that victory
Looks far from reality
In the end I am only human.
Who am I?
Fighting a fight that can’t be won.
Sin is my weakness
Sin is trying to sell me American dream.
I hear a quiet voice saying
Sin can be conquered.
It may look impossible
But it’s possible.
One men won it war for all men
So I can stand in victory
Sin nailed to the cross too never resurrect.
Jesus proved it and lived it.
Satan the is the liar promising
A short moment of fame
But destroy your happily forever ever.
Jesus is the answer
He is the church
Enter into His body
Eat and Remember who He is
“I am the Church
Ready to save you at a moment’s notice.”
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