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My Marathon

What can I do, when I can’t run?

What to do, when I strayed off the trail path?

What do I do, when I have no strength left?

 

I keep running!

I get back on the path!

I find greater strength and keep running!

Keep on going, keep on running till I see The Pearly Gates.

 

Finding Nemo : “gotta keep swimming”

Heb 12:1-3

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.

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I am a sinner

Knock knock knock!

Sin knocks at my door

Asking to enter

 

With each knock I’m tempted to open the door

Don’t know how much longer

I can hang on.

 

So tempted promising pleasure

To satisfy my need to be loved.

To fill the whole church could not fill.

To fulfill my every need.

The sense of just being in peace.

Trust me, it can deliver.

 

Lust is my craving

My body craves it like a drug

That promises to give a high,

That will make everything okay.

 

My being thrown in to the storm

My spirit fights me.

Trying to safe my life.

The underdog that victory

Looks far from reality

 

In the end I am only human.

I’m weak

Who am I?

Fighting a fight that can’t be won.

Sin is my weakness

Sin is trying to sell me American dream.

 

I hear a quiet voice saying

Sin can be conquered.

It may look impossible

But it’s possible.

 

One men won it war for all men

So I can stand in victory

Sin nailed to the cross too never resurrect.

 

Jesus proved it and lived it.

Satan the is the liar promising

A short moment of fame

But destroy your happily forever ever.

 

Jesus is the answer

He is the church

Healing ready

Resting waiting

Enter into His body

Eat and Remember who He is

 

He says

“I am the Church

Your Savior

Ready to save you at a moment’s notice.”

 

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Anxiety

I can smell it

I can sense it, Anxiety.

It’s a stench that I can’t seem to wash off.

Pressure coming at me from my right to left.

And all around me.

The four corner of this walls are suffocating me.

Expectations weighing my heart down.

 

 

#anxiety

 

 

 

 

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Singleness

 

 

I am all but whole,

But not alone.

Single but not lonely.

Forever falling in loving, with me.

 

In this season

Between birth & death.

A time frowned upon my

The young & the old.

That only come once in a life time.

Like sand of time in an hour glass.

Once gone never to return

.

I am single but never alone.

I am single but never lonely.

 

I find joy in the time I spend with self

Time to know who I am

Time to discover my purpose

Time to fulfill my destiny on earth.

 

Life is a gift

Most precious kind.

We only given one life to live

To be who I was created to be.

 

I am single but never alone

Christ · inspirational · life · poetry

I only want to sing

I sing

For not what you can do for me

But because of who you are.

 

With each breathe I breath

With all that I am

With all my heart

I only wanna sing.

For you my king alone.

 

With all that I am

My heart beat,

Sings a song of praise.

 

With every beat,

Bringing glory to Your name

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Void

I don’t feel okay.
okay.
It’s okay to not be okay.
My light dimmed in lightest day.
Today is dark, as day become void.
No space in this vacuum of life.
joy, happiness sucked away in a bling.
day turned to night.
The clouds over shadow my my inner being.
light overcast by a storm and quenched.
It’s cause I do not know.
It’s origin I do not know.
But what I do know is what i can feel it.
It’s okay not to be okay.

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Me in You

your are in me and I in you.

when I am lost, one look at you.

I find myself in you,

you are my map home, you are home.

Complete I am, when i’m with you

 

when I thirst, I drink from  the fountains of your love.

I’m in love with loving you.

Like a drunken man who let go of the bottle.

Like a baby wails for his mom.

as much as or even more than I love my life.

I LOVE YOU

 
Kindness S

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Spoken Word

When I think of words,

I think of You.

When I thing of poetry,

I hear your voice thumbing

Behind my heard.

 

I look at the words

That you first spoke

That changed everything.

God said “Let there be…”

 

Beautiful words spoken

Poetry at its best.

Your heart’s desire spoken

To life.

 

You birthed words into life.

And that what you said.

Went out into the world and it was.

You gave words power.

 

You became one with Words.

“In the beginning was the

Word and the Word was with God

And the Word was God”.

And Beautiful poetry you became.

 

Beautiful words spoken.

When you speak.

Words that cut the deepest

Part of my heart and soul.

Cause me to shake in my Bones.

 

When God speaks.

Beautiful poetry.

Beautiful words.

Spoken word

 

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The two births

In book of Peter is speaks of having a former life, this is a life before accepting Christ Jesus and being born again. The word says let go of sin having enjoyed it in your past life, now being born in Christ we are called to a new life in Him one of righteousness. Paul writes says that being new born believer lay aside malice, working of evil, adultery and everything the Bible classifies as sin. Seek relationship with God than the pleasures of the body for a while. The earth will soon fade away but eternity being God will never fade